Shadowy Figure
Hollow frame
Translucent skin
Shadowy figure
Hiding
Wandering on the
Outskirts of
Civilization
Waiting
Yearning
For a person
To call a friend
To call a home
To call theirs
While on the outside
It stays
Looking in
At the people
Laughing
Holding
Talking
So for the first time
In a long while
Today
It will
Travel into the
Small town
To be one of them again
To belong in their world
To have friends
To say hello to old ones
To create new ones
To create meaning
To be something
Someone
It follows the roadside
Getting closer
Thinking of
How to make normal faces
Smiles and frown lines
Eyes closed and open
To properly look like them
To not startle them with how a stranger such as it
Looks and acts
The legs wobbly
Practically floating now
With the feet dragging behind it
But not straying from the path
With determination our hollow creature continues
With sand in its eyes
A void within its heart
And lungs full of fresh sea water
Emotions leaking out of its eyes
It now had arrived at the city
Looking at the sign big
With squiggly lines
It now trespasses into
The new place
To explore
And to find out
If there is more
To this life
The town is full
People on the street
Waving to each other
Smiling
Talking
Laughing
Walking in unison
What are they smiling about
What is it missing out on
Walking through the town
No one remembered it
No turning heads
No one judging
No one staring
At what it had become
As if this earthling belonged
As it once did in this
Quiet
Small
Town
Smiling and waving at the strangers
They didn’t acknowledge her
But it thought they would
Soon enough
Once it familiarizes itself
With the citizens
Wondering why
Eventually our wanderer finds the shop
The green letter now looking worn
And the toys in the window
Staring at it
Begging and welcoming it
To come in
So now the thing will
Carefully
As though not to
Offend or intrude
It enters the shop
Looking at the toys
The candy and the juice boxes
It looked just like
The last time the creature and her dad
Went here
“The red one!” it said looking up at the man
Eyes open with excitement
“Sure” he smiled
The memory was more of an echo
Of what it once was
But still there
And cherished
So it went up to the cashier
With determination and anticipation
Waiting for help
To ask if anything was free
To take as a souvenir
Or a reward for the braveness
This one had shown today
The cashier didn’t look up
From the electronic rectangle
Maybe it was a small computer
Typing away and it would respond
So waiting for a few
Seconds
Then minutes
It eventually croaked “excuse me”
“Excuse me sir”
No reaction
“Um I’m sorry to bother you but can you help me?”
Still no response
“Hello?”
“Sir?”
Maybe he didn’t hear
So speaking louder
“Can I please have some help if that’s ok?”
Maybe he was deaf
So our Good Samaritan
Wrote with the pen and paper
From next to the register
And slid the note to him
Not even looking up he sighed
As another costumer walked up
Should monster say anything?
Smile and wave again?
Tell her he’s not talking to this?
She was old with scaly hands
Holding a box of cookies
Chocolate chip
“How are you today?” She said to him
“Tired” now looking up from the tiny computer
“Well hopefully your shift ends soon,
So you can get some rest sweetie” she smiled
“Hopefully they let me leave early”
“Just the cookies today the grandkids are coming over”
“Ok that will be $4.99”
The lady got the money out or the lures
And handed it over
He gave her change
And she left
He talked to her
Not to this creature
This conqueror went into this town with a mission
For friendship
For human interaction
And it will accomplish their mission
“Excuse me sir”
“Excuse me?”
“I know you hear me”
“Please talk to me”
“Are you listening?”
“Helllloooo?!?”
“You talked to her, why? Why her and not me”
Waving it transparent, misty hands
He didn’t look up
So with defeat in its heart
And a pit the stomach
It left the tiny shop
Walking on the side walk
Staring at the faces
Some familiar
Some not
None looking back
Any where but at it and the starving figure
Why?
Why?
Why is it so hard to be seen?
“Hello” it said to the people passing
“Hello”
“Hi how are you”
“How was your day”
“Will you talk to me”
The loneliness of life had exhausted it
It was ready now
But no one gave it a chance
A fresh start
Why?
Was it the way it looked
Sure a little different now after the accident
But not enough
To be seen as
Deserving of this treatment
As inhuman
As this
Walking faster now
Into the center
Of the town
Where the majority
Of them are
“HELLO”
It shrieks
No turning heads
“HELLOOOOO”
Now trying
Anything
Anything for a reaction
For their eye to meet its
With vengeance for the neglect
And pride for the perseverance
But all efforts where futile
With a worn out throat
And a drained soul
It now gave up
Deciding to find the cemetery
And now journeying to
The far side of town
To avoid the people
Paying attention to everyone
But this monster
To look at the stonewalls with names
Near the church
Wandering to the backyard
Where the flowers decorate
Each stone
Reading the through the names
Admiring the crumbling stones
And the moss over growing them
When our earthling came across
A stone titled “Adeline Stoll”
“Adeline Stoll”
Ringing in its ears
“Adeline Stoll”
Is this a joke?
“Adeline Stoll”
With hands shaking
Panicking now
“Adeline Stoll”
Is this why someone didn’t recognize it?
“Adeline Stoll”
Reading more now
“Here lies Adeline Stoll 1982-1998…..”
Don’t read the rest
Don’t read it
“….. may her soul now Rest In Peace”
Adeline Stoll
Adeline Stoll
Adeline Stoll was
Adeline Stoll
Adeline Stoll was
Adeline Stoll was a
Was a
Adeline Stoll was
She was it
Adeline Stoll was her
Was her
Was it
She was Adeline
She
It was
All the same
Adeline
Adeline Stoll
After the accident she
Adeline Stoll
Wandering into the woods
Adeline Stoll
No one
Cared
Adeline Stoll
Adeline hiding in the forest
Watching the paramedics
Adeline
Cleaning up the car wreck
The car burning
Adeline Stoll
Young
Parents crying
As they pull the kid out
Adeline Stoll
No one cared
To find her
Adeline thought
The grave said
1998
It was 24 years
Since the accident
The accident killed her
Adeline Stoll
Is this why no one acknowledged her?
Has it really been 24 years?
Was she really dead?
Withering away
Disintegrated from all their memories
Did anyone care?
Looking around at all the grave stones
She saw how they where decorated
All except hers
They had forgotten about
The person that once was it
The one that went to school
With hair tide back with thick ponytails
And two bows
Adeline who
Was young
Adeline who
Wanted to help people
Adeline who
Wanted to be a doctor
Adeline who
Was dead
Adeline who
Was forgotten
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Isabella Aluia is currently a Dakota Highschool senior. They enjoy spending their free time doing anything that involves creativity (drawing, occasionally...