I’m a Teenager
I get headaches and stress until my hair falls out
I have mental breakdowns and I shout
I do the things I’m told not to do
I don’t always tell the truth
I’m a teenager
I argue and don’t bother with my chores
I work multiple jobs and don’t study like I did before
I get angry at everyone
I can’t Remember what I have and have not done
I’m a teenager
I’m mentally exhausted and rely on caffeine
I don’t do homework anymore, I forgot how to dream
I hate the world and the people in it
I can’t remember how I’m supposed to forgive and forget, I quit it
I’m a teenager
I have been broken, beaten down and bruised
I’ve been hurt and used
I can’t stand the way I’m treated
I end up backing down, I am always defeated
I’m a teenager
I hate my body and my face
I just know inside to my family I’m a disgrace
I loathe that I don’t like the thought of love
I’ve been hurt too many times I can think of
I’m a teenager
I have horrible thoughts that make me smile
I can’t help but think of a place worth my while
I’m sick of tears falling down my face
I can’t deal with this angry, God forsaken place
I’m a teenager
I’m old enough to drive a car, but forbidden to make my own decisions
I must abide by rules according to my parents’ wishes and visions
I’m disgusted at the laws designed for those in power
I dislike the world is filled with such disappointing cowards
I’m a teenager!
I’ve glued my shattered pieces back together one by one
I’m a mess but I still get things done
I’ve labeled my friends as my family; they keep me from falling
I’m so tired, the thought of empty nothing is so taunting
I’m a teenager!
I’ve had the only happiness I have known ripped from my arms
I don’t like how our society is, it just tears us apart
I get judged for everything I do
I can’t stand it, how can you?
I’m a teenager!
I can’t stand up for myself because it’s considered rude
I’m frustrated at all the things I can’t do
I’m addicted to my phone, it doesn’t tell me my place or judge my actions
It’s the one thing that doesn’t pull me apart dividing me into fractions
I’m a teenager!
I scream until my ears bleed, but no one hears
I can’t do anything else when I’m drowning in my own tears
I’m repulsed that I have so much hate and so much hidden resentment
I wonder if I’ll ever find peace or any form of contentment
I’m a teenager.
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