When we met something had drawn me towards you….
I wasn’t love
It wasn’t lust
It wasn’t attraction
It was familiarity.
You became the person I relied on for most things. The person that was always there for me. Even if I didn’t even know I needed someone.
You were my shoulder to cry on, my person to laugh with, and I don’t recall a time where you ever failed to make me smile
I forgot one thing that was necessary in a friendship like ours….
Reciprocation
Somehow it slipped my mind, I don’t know how it it did but it did. That I didn’t give you my shoulder to cry on and I was only there when I need someone to pull me back up from my knees.
I never knew you were going through as hard of a time as I was and I didn’t ask.
I guess it’s true what they say
You never know what you have until it’s gone
And I am a prime example of it.
-my ex best friend